Dear Me,

I know there are times that you feel weak. That you have nothing to give others. That you hate yourself; The person you are. The good attributes that aren’t present. The pessimism that you inhabit. The negatives that you allow in. That you suck at everything you try to do. The way you treat yourself. The ugliness you see in the mirror. The fact that you feel unlovable even unlikable. (This Easter has changed my point of view on this. I will not go into details.). Theres many more…

You concentrate on these qualities. Some days they are all that you think about. It’s all you see within yourself. You beat the fucking shit out of you. You are bruised, battered, and torn to pieces.

You know you have positive elements within. But this shitty darkness takes over you most days. It can be hard to function.

There are positives and one of your firsts that come to my mind is….

I know for a fact that you would take a bullet for the people you love.

So, pause, relax, breathe, heal, move on, look deeper within, teach your mind to see the beauty, and stop beating the shit out of yourself so your life and mindset will change. Life can be a great. You are worth it.

Love,

Me

Now off to the beach I go.