My Worth
Fucking bitch, asshole, cunt, moron, loser, liar, jerk, idiot, imbecile…Shall I go on?
These are names that I let someone call me in just one conversation. Even after all those words were said, I still went back. This person has been in my life for a very long time and each time I let him back in I think it will be different, but it never is. You can’t change people. Yes, I’m still learning that at 44 (or am I 45?). All those words along with what he has done to me shows you how much I love myself, right? I’m working on this. I’ve made mistakes. I’m difficult at times. I’m annoying sometimes. I know some people would like to get away from me. But I deserve so much more than what I give myself credit for. I have a huge heart. I would do anything for the people that are in my life. I’m not a bad person. I’m actually a halfway decent person.
So, I’ve decided that I will never ever let myself be treated like someone that I am not.
(I’ll allow myself to do some name calling just this one time, lol)
Peace Out Douche Bag!
2 responses to “My Worth”
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1. You are a wonderful human. And I’m glad I can call you sister.
2. You have never been one of those words…you are smart, caring, funny as hell, protective, and insightful. (And now you are uncomfortable…you love me)
3. Learning to respect yourself enough to let go of the energy and peace vampires is hard, you can do hard things. I’ve seen it!
4. Come here we can’t get enough of you!
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